February 2012
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My body is so sore.
I’ve been working out almost every night now and everything just hurts. I think I pushed myself too much 😓 can I like, not go to school?
My weakness.
My emotions; I know I can too damn sensitive sometimes but if being strong is my only option left, then being strong is what I shall be. Crying over the same old things of my past is definitely a waste of my time so I’m not going to let that happen again. Screw you to the people that’s hurt me, but thank you at the same time for making me the person I am today.
I can be heartless, but...
Realization.
As we were cuddling on the couch and watching a movie together, I couldn’t help but look at you. Not like a quick glance, but like a good stare. Lol creeper status but whatevs. Anyways, I couldn’t help but realize how lucky I am and blessed to have someone like you in my life. You’re here with me all the time, like literally all the time, and I’ve grown to be so used to...
Over-thinking.
Maybe I’m taking this too seriously. Falling too hard and way too quick, but I don’t think you have noticed that yet. The habit of hiding my feelings is kind of a good thing when it comes to situations like these. But whatevs, just going with the flow~
Hopefully I don’t get too attached.
Ew, what the heck.
I’ve been getting this weird irritation around my eyes. Making my eyes look all puffy and red. HAHA supposably I look high? But na, I don’t even do that stuff. I just found out the main cause of it! My freaking mascara. That pink and green, Maybelline shiz. It takes days and daaaays just for my eyes to heal up again, the main reason why I’ve been missing school most of the time. Making me look...
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You make me happy.
Through the ups and the downs, I’m blessed to have a guy like you to come into my life. Within a short period of time, we’ve been through so much together. You mean a lot to me and I know you may think that I think that this is all a game due to my actions, but just know that I’m really trying my best to keep this relationship going. I honestly wouldn’t want to lose someone...
Whatever, just forget it. I don’t even care anymore. You can do your own thing for now on. I mean, if that’s what makes you happy, then go for it. I won’t stop you, nor will I stand in your way.
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Disaapointed. That’s all I’m feeling right now. The stupid shit you do. You know I don’t like it and you know it bothers me.. So why do you keep doing it? I’m still with you because I’m hoping I can change that about you. I don’t want to give up on you. I don’t want to let go of you. I want to keep this relationship going and strong; I want us to last. But...