Aaliyah Gilbuena. The Golden State. 16. Taken, xoxo.
This is blog where I write mostly of what's on my mind. Enjoy. (:
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Through the ups and the downs, I’m blessed to have a guy like you to come into my life. Within a short period of time, we’ve been through so much together. You mean a lot to me and I know you may think that I think that this is all a game due to my actions, but just know that I’m really trying my best to keep this relationship going. I honestly wouldn’t want to lose someone like you, after you’ve made such a big impact on my life. I’m just a stubborn person and it’s hard for me to admit my feelings when things get serious. I know I like things to be “straight-up” but it honestly is just hard for me to express them.
Ever gotten that knot in your throat? Where you’re just about to speak, but you get all choked up and you can’t say what you were wanting to say.. Well that’s how I was. I’m really trying my best to make this work and I’m sorry I haven’t been trying as much lately as you had expected me to but I promise you, I’ll try my best to do whatever I can to keep you in my life. I know this is only an once-in-a-lifetime chance so I’m trying my best not to mess this up. I don’t want to disappoint you, nor fail you. I wouldn’t want to lose you, also. And I’m sorry about last night, I just got all emotional and shit. There was just so much going on through my mind. About us. About me. About my past..
But anyways, I just want to let you know that I love you. I’m sorry for whatever I have done to hurt you. I take last night as my fault, lol. Since I randomly just got all pissed, but aye, atleast you know I care, haha!
Well you just left and I just thought I’d write this out. I miss you already ); haha. I can’t wait to see you tomorrow! Man, I still feel hella clingy though. Supposedly you “like it” but whatevs you liar, I bet you just said that to make me feel better aha. Oh and I’d also like to say, I really appreciate the things you’ve done for me. Through all the sacrifices, accepting my flaws, you being able to be comfortable and real with me, and vice versa, etcetc. It really does mean a lot, so thank you. I thank God for giving me such an amazing person to be a part of my life.
